Sunday, December 04, 2005

Ty One On?

A very sexy guy. A night spent watching movies and curled up on the couch. Me cautious, him disbelieving. What a world we live in! We all live in fear of the next heartbreak or lie to protrude into our lives instead of hoping for that next ray of light to bring a rainbow. Stealing uncomfortable kisses. Wanting to believe that someone is pretentious and fake has become a regular defense. "I am not having sex with you," I affirmed. Well met with, "Never expected it." Are they gonna call whilst you prepare for the obligatory two weeks of silence that meant that the act was better than you thought. It is hard living in a world all of my own creation. Personal fears. Carefully preserved hopes. Adamant desire to be the optimist in the body of the martyr. So, I say Tie One On! A rope that is and swing down into the chasm of the unknown. It ain't as dark as we all think.

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